Thursday, February 26, 2026

Lately...

 Hello Friends,

I've tried to write this post so many times.  

If you've been following my blog, you know that I've been my Mom's caregiver for many years and that she's had complex medical issues.  We were able to keep her medical issues stable for a very long time, but things started changing last fall.  My Mom was hospitalized again in late January.  Her heart and kidneys were failing and my Mom decided she was done fighting.  



My mom passed away peacefully on February 4, 2026.  


I am so sad and heartbroken.  She suffered so much the last three months and I feel that I didn't do enough to ease her suffering.  

I am still recovering from my severe illness.  It is hard to believe that I couldn't stand or walk a year ago. I've accomplished a lot, but still have a long recovery ahead.

Hug your loved ones and let them know how much they mean to you.


Thursday, August 21, 2025

Been A Long Time!

 Hello Dear Friends,



I was just reading my last blog post.  So much has happened since that post.  For those that don't know, my entire family got sick with Influenza A in December.  I got very sick.  I had Influenza A, pneumonia, a strep infection in my blood,  and sepsis. 

Hubby took me to the emergency room on December 26 and I was lifeflighted to a bigger hospital 100 miles away on December 27.  I'm told that I would not have survived if I wouldn't have been lifeflighted.  I was put on a ventilator for many weeks and even during that time, the doctors and my family didn't know if I would survive.  I was in a medically induced coma, my organs had shut down, I was on continual dialysis, and lost all of my muscle mass during that time.  I have very little memory of December, January, February, and March.  

I spent seven weeks in the ICU, five weeks at a skilled nursing facility, and I am still in physical, occupational, and speech therapy.  I couldn't talk or move my body, arms, legs, fingers or toes because I had lost all my muscle mass and strength.  The skilled nursing facility worked with me to get me moving,  standing, walking, and feeding myself.

My family says I am a miracle.  My kidneys are working and show no signs of injury from my illness and I'm getting stronger every day.  I have neuropathy in my extremities, a hoarseness in my voice from being on the ventilator so long, and other weaknesses that may or may not resolve.  My doctors tell me I need to wait and see.  I was also told that it will take more than a year and a half for me to fully recover.  I worry about getting sick again.

I thought the hardest part would be getting strong enough to move my body, stand, walk, and feed myself.  No one mentioned that I would also have memory and cognitive issues, PTSD and depression during my recovery too.  

I hope to be back with another post soon.

Your continued thoughts and prayers are so appreciated.  


Monday, December 23, 2024

December

Hello Dear Friends,



I can't believe it is Christmas already!  I am not ready at all and everything is on hold for a bit now.


My oldest daughter started getting sick last week.  A trip to prompt care confirmed Influenza A.  She has been very sick.  By Friday, Baby H and I both were sick too.  Hubby started getting sick on Saturday.


So far, my son-in-law and oldest grandson have not gotten sick.  We've canceled all of our Christmas plans so we don't pass this on to the rest of our extended family.


I'll be back after the holidays to catch up.  Praying you stay safe and healthy.


Wishing you a Joyous Christmas and a Happy New Year!